Finally

Well its Sunday morning and I am leaving for the big Roanoke show this morning. I do have a good sense of accomplishment as we completed our first CD titled "You are Here" that we are debuting in Roanoke. We are also unveiling 2 new t-shirts that we will be available to all very soon. We updated the website a little bit. We have a directory page with audio that starts with the new logo we are using. So check it out and look for more new things to come in the future. Take care.

Just keep Swimming

This morning when I woke up I felt like I was watching Groundhogs day. Each day I get up I rush to the computer to check for emails about job postings and to see if anyone has viewed my resume. I do know it has been looked at by several people. I feel like my hope is dwindling. I am so bored at times I could peel the paint of the walls. I did do some yard work this morning that didn't take up to much time. No work the last couple of days out of Winston. It really sucks right now. I do look forward to going to Starbuck's tonight just to get out of the house. I was invited to go play golf for a couple of hours and may take the person up on the offer. I know that staying at home is not for me. I hate it. I love Beth to death, I just do know how she stays here day after day. I am determined to get through this crap. If anyone hears of anything let me know.

The Blues

I am a little aggravated today. I feel awful. I lost my voice at my grandfather's yesterday and discovered I had a small case of poison ivy. The first time I had it was last October. I never had it in 30 years until last October. No calls today for interviews. I am starting to get impatient. I don't get it. I have a great background, I guess that's not how it works anymore. The job with Shwann's would not be good. To far to drive and not enough money to make it worth while. We haven't paid rent for June yet and with never knowing if CH is going to call it makes things difficult. So that's what's going here. Take care.

It takes Two

I don't usually blog out of anger or sorrow, usually just to be informative and objective. Today is a little different. I am at the end of the rope I believe. This morning as most of you know Christian had to go back to the ER due to falling off the bed and reopening a wound that was still healing from stitches two weeks ago. The look in his eyes when he fell told me all I needed to know. He knew as well as I did that he had hurt himself in the same place as before. As he began to cry my heart sank as I picked up to inspect what had just happened and sure enough the same wound was reopened. Beth came running in in horror and knew as well as I did we were headed back to the ER. For a moment at the sight of blood I got sick and had to go the bathroom for a few minutes. After I composed myself, brushed my teeth, we were on the way.


We got into a room very quick. Nana arrived to comfort all of us. We chatted for a bit and then the PA arrived. He seemed a little anxious and I became a little concerned especially when he mentioned breaking out the papoose. All was going well until he seemed a little shaky starting the stitches so at that point I had to leave the room. I know how my brain gets and I was afraid that my emotions could possibly get in the way of what the PA was trying to do. So I walked down to a waiting area and as I walked away I could hear my son screaming at the top of his lungs. Minutes later I saw the PA back at the nurses station so I walked back to the room where Beth looked pale and Christian was still crying. Beth stepped out quickly to get some water due to her having an overwhelming feeling come over her body. She told me later the nurse had her sit down due to her looking a little nauseated. I was really mad at that point because we both felt the doctor had not numbed the wound properly and caused Christian a great deal of pain he didn't need to go through.


I have been fighting off tears all morning not believing that this could happen twice in two weeks. Anyway our baby is recovering and trying to keep him settled down is another issue.
He is up playing now. I find myself keeping close watch of him making sure he won't do something else to go to the ER. So please pray for him. And anyone wanting to contribute to the Christian Daryl hospital payback fund let me know. We could use the help. Anyway take care.

Job

Just wanted to let everyone know I had a job interview today. It went well I am not sure if it is right for me or vise-versa. Take care

In a blink of an Eye..

I have struggled lately to keep up with my blogging. I have been going none stop for about two weeks. I hope to be used to the busy schedule in the next couple of weeks. I am planning on going fishing in the morning and looking forward to that a great deal. So that is what is going on and I hope all is well with everyone. Later

May 6th

The band jammed in K'ville on Friday. We had a lot of difficulty this time. Jason was sick and could barely sing. John was dealing with stomach issues. Everyone was tired and a little grouchy at times. The monitor mix(stage mix) was absolutely horrible. I took some pictures with Beth's camera. So enjoy them and take care.